Mar 12, 2021Grieving FredIt has been almost 7 months since we said goodbye to Fred. I knew the grief of losing him was going to irrevocably change me. I knew it...
Dec 16, 2020Happy Birthday to MESo I am officially 44 years old. It feels weird to say I am 44; I am nothing like what I thought a 44 year old me would look like. I feel...
Dec 2, 2020When did it become December?It is December. December. And you know what, this is usually my favorite month. Why? Coz it is my birthday month & Christmas. Last year...
Aug 30, 2020Tony the CrowI've been nursing this Crow drawing for a few weeks now. I started it when Fred's health began to decline...when Bertha (my brain injury) a
Aug 27, 2020From the mouth of BabesIt has been a week since Fred left us. A week filled with some very low lows. But that is not to say they weren’t moments of what I call...
Aug 18, 2020Getting out of my own headIm realizing that my blog posts function more as a journal entry for me than anything else. They force me to take my experiences and...
Aug 17, 2020Officer FriendlyEvey single person....dog...cat..whatever...every single one of them in our entire complex has encountered Officer Carmela. She patrols...
Aug 13, 2020Failing at micro managing GriefLike many people out there, I am an over thinker that analyzes everything and tries to plan for every eventuality. In my old life as an...
Jul 29, 2020Crazy Shit We Tell OurselvesBefore Fred was my best boy, there lived this other "Mahmah's best boy...and his name was Kootney. He was a dignified Shepherd/Husky that...